summer nights.

I wished i could rewind back to the days in HK and shanghai, even though i was dying to get back to singapore when i was there.
Some people are just ridiculous.
i think i am one of them.

I missed singapore's cleanliness and serenity when i was back in china.
i missed my twin and friends.
and i missed him. every bit.

but when i got back, i kinda wished singapore a bit more like HK..and china..
I wish it wasnt so small; i didnt felt so trapped(physically) back in china.
I wish there were places i could explore..like i could drive in a rented car for two hours or more and end up in a small village which i've never been to.. or a forest edge.. or a bottom or a hill.. or a deserted seaside..

Somewhere i could escape to when im facing.. such HORRIBLE RESULTS!!!!!

T.T

ok, i admit that i did not even try half of my best in the finals..
but i didnt felt tt i did THAT badly..

BBQ asked me if he was hindering me in my studies.
i didnt know what to answer.
I mean, yes i think of him a lot when he's not around me.
But when he is around me, i could hardly focus on work at all.
SO its best he stayed away from me when im studying.. but then again, its not his fault my mind strays most of the time im studying.

this sucks.

there are still 6 more exams for me to pull myself up.
but with each try, it gets harder.
i just hope i dont end up with a PASS in the end. that would just make abandoning arch look stupid.
i could probably earn more with a arch masters than a bach in eng.
AND enjoy what i do at the same time.


phew.. how time flies. its july tmr..
what the hell happened in the past one month?
i think the most accomplished thing i have done would be my eyelids.
haha im proud of myself for plucking up the courage and getting what i want.
heehee..

im also very glad it did not turn out badly=D

i just hope i did better for my exams=(


time to buck up study hard and yes... most imptly, slim down=D

JIAYOU~~~~~~~~~~

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